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hyperdrived2020-01-06 03:54 pm
forceshadowed) wrote in hyperdrived2020-01-06 03:54 pm
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- jilula nal aamet (technomagica),
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- jorah mormont (restrainer),
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- kiel dameron (pilotechnic),
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- luke organa (keeponfighting),
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- maria traydor (powerofchange)
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The important part is clearing calling her trouble. And her answer only has him chuckling.]
Not everyone sees that glint in your eyes, but I do.
Up to something when you get bored.
Luckily, I know enough to keep us out of actual trouble while getting up to some.
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[ Which he actually does. They might not have seen each other in years, but theyβve constantly been in touch. ]
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[ They've spent so much time talking, even if they don't physically see each other as often as he wishes they could, that he feels like he knows her at least. ]
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[ Does it sound sad? Because sheβs not sad. ]
Aside from my siblings, I mean.
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[ His isn't sad either, just fact. And she's a friend he'd rather not have to do without because she means a lot to him. ]
A few of my siblings arent' terrible.
[ It's mostly a joke, because he likes Arya and Robb's not bad, but she's met Sansa a time or two and knows just how bratty his sister can be. ]
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Speaking of siblings: ] Does Robb have a girlfriend?
[ Asking that without context is probably not a good idea, whoops. ]
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It takes a moment before he finally answers. ]
I... no, heβs single.
[ itβs a little clipped as he sighs and closes his eyes. Part of him feels like he should have expected that. Women always choose Robb. ]
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I'll tell Jaina
She was asking about him, not me
[ Does that clear things up? Or does she sound defensive instead? Maybe she should just tell him she likes him? But what if he doesn't like her back? They're heading to his system and... how would she face him if she says something stupid like that? Why is this so much harder than politics? ]
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You don't have to hide it behind your sister if you like him, Jane. I can put in a good word for you if you want, with him. Maybe set up so he can be around for your visit?
[ That's what good friends do for their friends after all, right? Especially if they like and are interested in someone? Despite how much it might hurt to watch them with that other person. Jon's always been loyal and had a good heart, always willing to sacrifice for others. And this time would be no different. ]
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No
That's not
He's not the one I like
[ But if he liked her, why is he giving her away to Robb? Or are they really just that, friends? ]
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Who do you like...?
[ Heβll sacrifice his own happiness to help her get to be with whoever it is. Because she does like someone. But he only likes her. ]
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A minute ago he was going to pass me on to someone else
So
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What do you mean he was going to pass you on to someone elseβs?
Any guy would be crazy to say no to you...
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i had to do it #sorrynotsorry
omg thatβs amazing!!
You....
That wasnβt me trying to pass you off... that... I just... want you to be happy...
[ Heβs just staring at this screenshot. After a minute though thereβs one last text. ]
You put hearts next to my initials in your contact...?
[ If texts had emotions, this one would be amazed and kind of amused. ]
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[ Do guys really do this? She's going to have to ask Jaina β subtly, because once her twin finds out about this, she'll never hear the end of it. Silly little Janey, crushing over a boy she's met years ago so many systems away.
Which is why she only has his initials on her comm. Coincidentally, they're the same as hers and Jaina's, so she hopes that people who end up peeking at her screen think she's only texting her sister.
Then his last message comes in and she's... absolutely mortified. HOLY KRIFF SHE FORGOT TO CROP THAT PART OF THE SCREENSHOT. ]
So?
[ That's right, just pretend to be huffy to save face. Whoops. ]
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It's not me pushing you off on anyone or away, it's just... me trying to be a good friend if you like someone else...
I don't want you to like anyone else though.
[ it's a lot for him to admit, but it's also something he doesn't want to hide anymore. And he's hoping that it's clear enough without just coming out and saying that he likes her. Because if he doesn't want her to like anyone else, obviously he wants her to like him. Because he likes her.
And he leans back a little with a soft groan, wondering if he went too far. But she has those hearts there... that has to mean something right? ]
Does anyone else have hearts next to their name or initials in your contacts?
[ He might be broody if the answer is yes. Especially since he's basically told her he likes her. ]
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[ But she doesn't want them to be just friendsβ oh, frak. Is this why she'd felt that strange pang of something when he'd mentioned what his vows to the Night's Watch would mean? She's not really given much thought about their friendship, because it's just felt natural and right... nevermind that all these years she's been spending an inordinate amount of time on her comm. But hey, it's not their fault nights at the Wall were long, and they could talk to each other for hours on end. ]
I'm not sending you a screenshot of my contacts list if that's what you're asking.
But, no
Just you.
[ Kriff what does this mean now??? He likes her, she likes him, but they're friends and he's going to join the Night's Watch and she's going to be a Jedi or a Senator or both and... WHY IS THIS SO HARD.
It probably takes another minute or two, but: ] By the way
I take back what I said about finding you a girlfriend
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[ The words, I'm yours, are on the tips of his fingers to type, but he's not sure if that's too much. Everything between them has grown in such a natural fashion that it's hard to see his life without her, even if it's just via the comms between her visits. And he knows it's more than friendship, or he wouldn't have this ache when he goes too long without talking to her, like when he has to go on a training mission and isn't able to talk to her for a day or so. And he's always so much happier when he finally gets to talk to her again. ]
That wasn't what I was asking.
I trust you at your word, as always.
[ But it does make him smile a little more to know that he's the only one. That she's marked him in that way. Where they go though, well, that's kind of on them both. He hasn't taken his vows yet, so there's still time to not. To potentially leave with her, or after her and meet up later once she and her mother are done here.
And his lips quirk at that rescinding of finding him a girlfriend. ]
Well...I was kind of hoping that matter was kind of already resolved.
If you wanted it to be?
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I'm not going anywhere.
[ She lies, she knows what he's talking about. His vows. But... she's not going to ask him to not take them just because they've come to realize how much they like each other. She's not that selfish β or at least she would like to think so. ]
So
Just like that?
I don't know how this is supposed to work
Shouldn't we talk about this or something
[ Because what is it people say about dating your best friend? It's all or nothing. You either fall harder, or ruin everything. ]
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[ He's been struggling with wanting to take the vows in general, honestly. They're not something he would do if he weren't being forced into it by Catelyn. He doesn't want to live alone on a planet with other guys fighting and only fighting. But if he has nothing out there in the galaxy for him, what's the point of fighting it.
But with Jane, he wants to be out in the galaxy. Traveling with her, going wherever she goes. Being together more than once every three years because she's passing through for work. ]
I mean, do you want to...be my girlfriend?
I don't... I don't really want anyone else, Jane.
I like you. A lot. And the thought of you with anyone else hurts.
[ He may, heart wise, already be all in if she's willing to jump with him. ]
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I do.
I like you a lot too, Jon.
But
What about your vows?
I mean I know we're not getting married or anything but
Do we have to break up when I leave
[ Because that absolutely sucks? And that only gives them what, days? Or maybe a few weeks at best?
Then, as an afterthought: ] Can we talk when I get there or are you not allowed to talk to girls too
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Gods I hope not.
I don't have to take my vows, Jane. I just can't stay here if I don't.
But I... I don't want to stay here or be without you.
[ He doesn't want to get this far and then just break up because she's leaving again. And he certainly doesn't want to take his vows if she's wanting to be his girlfriend. ] Yes, we can talk when you get here. I'm allowed to talk to you always. There's not a night's watchman that could stop us from talking.
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[ She can't do that to him. This system has been his home all his life and he's just going to leave because he refuses to take his vows because of her? What kind of a person does that? Who is she to upend his life just like that?
Unless this is what he really wants. Which... he's said so. ]
Okay, let's talk when I get there
It shouldn't take long now, just a couple more hours.
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Any suggestions?
[ It is what he really wants. He never really wanted to take his vows even before meeting her. He's only here because Catelyn didn't want him in Winterfell with his half-siblings.
She's just the kindness on top of his reasoning. ]
I can't wait to see you.
I've missed being able to talk to you in person.
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